Should have been a movie.

Sun, 11 Jan 2004 22:44:30 GMT

the last 2 nights have been such a great time, two completely different, packed shows at allbooks. friday night was the metal show with Aria, Nourish the Flame, Classic Struggle and Choke their Rivers with Our Dead. There was a good atmosphere for the most part, some near fights and a good light show with aria. Great dancing and two steppin (which i can do now!). After the show i talked to one of the guys that was getting beat up on by the usual crowd and he gave me a "Fuck Mt. Pleasant" sticker, i cherish it now, i just cant figure out a place to put it, maybe my car window or something.

Saturday night was actually more fun than friday, it was a pop punk show with 7 bands, and hot damn, it was a constant mosh pit with pillows and Pogo wall of death. the bands were very decent to boot. sadly i didnt stay for the last 2 or so band because i had to take chantelle back to the hizzouse then was just too tired to go back home. oh well. i slept good. Me and her are back together and its going good. shes such a great gal to be with, never bitchy, always pleasant and has that killler smile, im such a sucker.

Wed, 07 Jan 2004 23:22:43 GMT

At war with the world.

fuck da police

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 03:25:02 GMT

Yesterday was rather fun. i went downtown and partied a bit. I was hoping to see the new local band, collastradamus, so heavy, like stoner metal stuff. started the night off at felix street hanging out with wilderness medicine and the feilx street crew. waited around and washed their dishes so the band could cook up some vegan gourmet shit. dank ass stir fry. then we all headed over to reid street to set up for the show, hauled some equipment from nassau on over using my truck and running into some cops blocking a road. couldnt go through, pissed me off. then we found a back way to the show. there were about 40 or so people already there, in the middle of the ghetto. getting drunk and coked out or whatever. the bands started setting up and about to start when A SINGLE FUCKING COP busts in and orders everyone out on the street. then from there he said everyone to go home now. is this even legal? im not sure, but it was enough for me to get my drunk ass on 26 and go home. I guess the show still went on at felix for about 5 people or something. eh, the highlight of the night was when this girl came up to me and was like, omg! arent you that guy from the compound that flashed me with fill up? i guess i didnt believe her, but then today i get home and she sends me a fucking picture of me and fillup with our shirts pulled up, wierd

blue light special

Sun, 04 Jan 2004 04:36:36 GMT

today was so good. i got up late, went to rowlands house and got him up. we headed out and grabbed thomas to do the blue light special at walmart. it was actually lots of fun, we loaded up our carts full of merchandise aand stuff and did our thing... some people tipped their carts, full of lamps.eggs.cucumber.tampons.condoms.fish.etc etc...over as they were running towards the door screaming. we hit up subway and went skating.. today brought back all those times from last winter. when everything in my life was normal, complete and so fucknig comfortable. i would give anything to go back 12-15 months. anything at all, back when shows were packed with all your best friends, back when i wasnt failing school, back when i was working at the gas station and taking cases of beer daily. back when i was on good terms with everyone. back when i had the space ship and would drive downtown every day with my friends just to hang out and shop at 52.5...back when i didnt have any addictions, back when i never had to worry about being tried as an adult. all those things are gone, they wont return. but im becoming content with what i am now, its not the best, its not at all the same. but its me now and i welcome him into my life.

Road trips are tragic

Sat, 03 Jan 2004 04:09:40 GMT

I got the urge to go see my grandmother yesterday. so i did. i loaded up a change of clothes and headed for jacksonville. she just had a lung transplant so it was nice surprise. Its great seeing family that you never get the chance to see. it took me two hours to get there as soon as i got on i95, the way back...was another story, i left around 1 thinking id get some time to chill before work. nahhh, traffic out the ass through GA, few hours later, i see why, HUGE fucking pile up, 18wheeler hit 2 minivans and a yukon, i was at a standstill for hours so i just got on top my truck and watched, i couted 4 body bags and i guess there were survivors cuz they had a helicopter come and land on the interstate and then it left as soon as it came. another hour passed and i was on my way. i drove off 95 to take 17, i was tired of interstates, went through savannah, was too late to go to work so i went to the show. saw some good bands, low turnout. tomarrow im doing this silly crimethinc. project at wal mart called the blue light special, at 2 a bunch of activists are going to load up carts full of merchandise and at 2 30 someone is gonna jump the intercom and yell BLUE LIGHT SPECIAL AT K-MART, then we all tip our carts and runn out of the store screaming blue light special, its showing a message to walmart i guess. im in it cuz its gonna be fun and illegal. anyways thats it. im out.

Tue, 30 Dec 2003 15:56:33 GMT

I'm not in jail, court sucks, and im in a lot of fucking debt. If anyone would like to purchase a rad 1994 Isuzu rodeo, im selling mine. Its the LS verson, V6, 5 Speed, all power options, its white, and has no mechanical problems, also the body is immaculate. Put the word out, im selling it cheap, $4500... #821-6093

rewind, what the fuck is going on

Tue, 30 Dec 2003 03:53:41 GMT

its 10 30, and i just shaved my head

i didnt want to, but it was a last resort, i was gonna get it cut today before work so i dont look like a rag doll in court tomarrow

boycott hair cuttery on main, they told me id be seated in 5-15 minutes, i waited for an hour and still, no haircut, so i went to work and rushed back there before they closed and what do ya know, they flipped the sign as i was walking up.

I have no clue what to expect tomarrow, probably going in for 30 days, i have no lawyer, im broke, and things arent looking too good for me.

the show last night was so fucking good. black cross is now probably one of my favorite bands. its nice seeing a band you can sing along with.

Hot cross was amazing and its a wierd experience having ex members of saetia playing the coffee house

Citizen void rocked out, as alaways, they gave me a nifty shirt, its the test copy and is all fucked up, be jealous sluts, be jealous

Kodan fucking Armada was sweet. Dan davis likes to talk alot in between songs. but still good

I missed Lickgoldensky, i was busy

overall, yesterday fucking rocked, today sucked, tomarrow will be hell.

Sat, 27 Dec 2003 07:41:10 GMT

i had a rad day, worked and went to the compound.

met up with my bud nick and partied for a bit

shit wasnt happening too much so i drove lee and meagan back to summerville so they
wouldnt get in mad trouble. for my troubles meagan treated me to waffle house at one a.m., we saw some drunk/stoned/lost guy hitting on this old fat waitress. it was grand.

cant wait till this weekend, i get to hang out with some people ive been talking to for a while. its gonna be a blast, the show at allbooks sunday will own, Hot Cross and Black cross, shit, im trembling thinking about it.

Fri, 26 Dec 2003 05:27:17 GMT

had a great xmas got some stuff to wear in court, nice shit, like chaps,

had some amazing grub with the folks and brother. its been months since we acutally sat down and had a meal with each other, i love them.

saw peter pan with lee geoff camy adriana and jessica, that was a blast, great movive

we ran into a group of some dirty kids and went to waffle house and got stoned.

my day in its entirety

gotta work it.

Wed, 24 Dec 2003 05:00:53 GMT

woke up late today, around 12 o'clock, yes for me that is late, verrrry late.

i had no plans for the day but to see my sick girlfriend. but it turns out she must have not wanted me to see her in her agonizing pain and suffering...so i never heard from her..

went to work. work was really busy. I personally dont understand why people like greek food, its like Alpo with a twist of lemon. Gotta work tomarrow, boggles my mind why people go out to eat on xmas eve, you should stay home and cook. at least thats how i was raised.

today was the big payday ive looked forward to all week, xmas bonus!! booyah!.....thats what id be saying if i got one...get this, everyone i work with got a xmas bonus, everyone but me. how fucked up eh?

I cant sleep cuz my beds of fire....dont touch me, im a real live wire.

How about an entry to get this shit rolling

Tue, 23 Dec 2003 05:08:34 GMT

My first entry. Ive been avoiding this for a while. What the hell does it matter now. Today was a good day. My boss offered to buy me a lawyer for my legal problems if i payed him back within a month. I politely declined knowing that i sure as hell could never pay him back. I'm just going to go into court and represent myself, i know what i did, i know how to deal with it. The max fine they could give me would be $1,000 and 30 days in jail. I'm not afraid of having to be confined to a cell. It wouldnt bother me all that much, my father has been doing it for 17 and a half years. Earlier in the day i went over to Mitch's house and picked up my Bass Cab and head that he didnt want to buy, something about his dad would buy him a brand new one, whatever, i was gonna use that money to get a lawyer, too late now, my court date is the 30th. then i was a nice guy and drove him and jessika to the movies so they could makeout for 7 dollars a ticket and sit an a dark room with strangers. Work was easy, mondays are always slow at contiental corner and i dont get backed up making the food. But on the way home is where i got fucked. I got pulled over by a summerville police officer after 5 minutes on the road to home. I got a ticket for going 49 in a 30, bullshit, i hate traffic laws, the officer told me that i had broken my parole by speeding (::enter pig noise here::) he wrote me a ticket for some amount of money, i havent looked at the ticket yet, then sent me on my way, about 10 minutes down the road, i run into a police checkpoint....BAM! not wearing my seatbelt!@*^%(*& another $20 dollar ticket. fucking pigs. so that summed up what ive been dealing with today...every day is pretty much the same, all bullshit. My only relief is when i get to see or talk to chantelle. shes a great girl. and now she has a case of the chicken pocks. thats never good. tomarrow i get to go see her at her house for the first time. Her mom doesnt have a problem with me, its just her dad doesnt know we are dating. this entry is going on far too long, so im going to stop. stop. please, stop.